Sometimes when i've already prepared for school and going out, i will change my mind and just skip school, i think school is like doomsday for me. im not prepared to be in school. im not prepared to face all the shits in school. im not skipping school because im too-tired-to-go.

IM SKIPPING SCHOOL BECAUSE I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE. i knw i knw, i brought it upon myself for skipping class so much and not getting to knw my classmates. but, i dont knw? low self-esteem maybe? i dont wan to turn in late and get a feeling that some of them are saying im a free-loader or im just there to stone whole day. i dont like. I knw i'll say this kind of things when i meet such people, thats why im not attending.

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stopped for an hour

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seriously everything is just so demoralising at the moment. the grades, the modules, the faci, the classmates, the team mates. whatever lah you name it. ive problem wiv every fuckin little thing.

i WILL TRY TO GO TO SCHOOL.

I WILL GO

I WILL GO

I WILL GO